December 2011
6 posts
Just peed in the woods for the first time in like 8 yeArs lol
Is it wrong for me to order a top online, get it and realize it doesn’t fit over my boobs, so decide to give it to my sister for Christmas? I don’t think so. That’s just creative recycling, right?
Okay. Weirdest shit ever. If you like me, but you don’t know the people I know, don’t add them on Facebook. AKA my sister. That shit is creepy. You don’t know her. Stop that shit.
November 2011
27 posts
My breasts cannot be restrained by a sports bra!
It tries to make them smaller, but no. Also, I’m one of those girls that is distracting people with my nipples sticking all out…they never show themselves when it’s okay, only when it’s weird…
Not sure if really drunk or if I really want to dry fuck the shit out of someone on the dance floor. Need to talk to Eddie or Cam. Or Drew lol
Reboot.
Week 6 without ANY pills. Feeling really good about this. The last week was super hard. I started acting really crazy around my family and the people that I’m close to. In a “Holy shit what the fuck is wrong with you” way. Everyone noticed. As of today, feeling extremely good. Not confident enough to say I kicked these guys in the ass yet, but suddenly feel how I felt before high...
Ugh. Why can’t I fucking motivate myself to do anything??? Must I always be difficult? I can’t take anything seriously unless I earn it for myself. That’s why I can’t ever take school seriously. I’m not paying for it. I’m convinced that’s what it is. Why don’t I try??? Sometimes I hate how idiotic I am. I never use anything unless I pay for it...
I have THE most amazing friends. Really. <3
I don’t know what to say. I don’t want to make excuses. I let myself be influenced negatively and freaked out. I trust you, but I’ve been hurt in the past. Not too long ago for something similar to this. I have a raging jealous streak that turns ugly if I baby it too much and let the wrong people stroke it. I don’t normally act this way. I was just upset. Not because of...
Maybe wearing a thong with a really short dress was a bad idea lol
What the living fuck
Going through friends on Facebook, and noticing that a shit-ton of people MY AGE that I went to high school with are married or in serious relationships and getting engaged and that some of them have MULTIPLE children.
This freaks me the fuck out.
Am I the only one who realizes that we are only just now 21 and twenty fucking two? Why are people trying to start the rest of their lives so...
Best advice I’ve heard today: You’ve gotta put on some music that can set the mood. Don’t nobody wanna be fucking to Rick Ross!
My mom’s watching eclipse and she’s super into it lololol.
I really wanna fuck someone in this executive lounge. It would be so heady. Ohhh my god.
Eating with 26 people that are between 40 and 60 at a super fancy restaurant. This is one of the weirdest nights of my life. Thank god I’m buzzed. Tomorrow night I’m sneaking out some high school boys and buying them alcohol. it’s a plan.
papercraneheart asked: HEY :) I'm coming in today! Are you working?
My friend on Facebook is messaging me about the scary thing he showed me. He’s all like I’m sowwy. I think I might stab him next time I see him.
So, my mom is leaving town Friday, my dad and Priscilla are leaving town at like 3 on Saturday morning, so essentially, I am alone in my house this whole weekend. I just realized that I’ve never actually stayed all by myself in my own house before. There’s always been at least 1 sister. This. Is weird.
October 2011
27 posts
Everybody keeps telling me about things that happened in Austin that I just do not remember lol. Apparently it was a much longer night than I thought it was lol
Ha first full frontal hug from hair dresser. She turns around and attacks me like “well bye!” she gave me a man hug too. Motherfucking owww.
House is making strange noises tonight. It’s darker than usual. I’m a little bit scared shitless right now. My door is locked and nothing can hurt me when I’m under the covers.
Totally listening to booty call playlist. Don’t ask why I looked it up.
Is it weird that I feel absolutely no pain or soreness from my piercings? Granted, no one has reached out and grabbed them yet and I’ve made sure to avoid frontal hugging…
Lol so many gym bros right now!!!
I work out in my old apple shirts and this guy who works here always talks to me about apple stuff. I avoided him tonight and he actually came looking for me to talk to me about why everything that’s technologically advanced is stupid lol. Let me work out!!!
Black guy at Molly’s comes up to me at the bar looks at my ass and is like is that yours mama?
Um what? lol are you talking to my ass? Lol
I forgot how much i miss getting checked out by/ intimidating all these high school boys.
